Worst Blogger Ever !

It's official, I'm the worst blogger ever. People who commit to this, they try to post entries -at least- once a week, which was my ideal at the beginning, but it's been so long since I last wrote something that I didn't even remember where the "New Post" field was located in the screen, how much does that say?!

I could blame it on bad organization, wrong or right set of priorities, having a baby doesn't hurt to lack of time either, but first and foremost I guess my obsessive compulsiveness is the main culprit for my lack of time.

Granted, my mind is just not at ease when things are all over the place at home, or my kitchen and bathroom are anywhere near dirty. If I were just a "normal" person, leading a "normal" life, where a little bit of mess was allowed, I had all the time in the world not only to write in my blog, but to do other thousand things...well not a thousand, but I am now willing to admit I could be much more efficient at managing my time. While I wait to go to a shrink, I'll do my best to repeat to myself "it's OK to be a bit messy and no so crazily positioning things around the house".

People not suffering from this, might be quick in judging and ruling this as simple madness, well in all honesty I don't feel that far from defining it at such myself, but it's hard to fight with your own brain!

Well I could go on and on about this subject, but I don't feel particularly inspired in telling about my OC's (obsessive compulsiveness) quirks, nor I think they are any relevant in today's post.

Where there's a will there's a way, so I'll start to lighten my life up a bit by hiring some very needed help around the house, at least to do those things my poor and weakened lower back cannot. I'm hoping that that and some serious change in behavior form my part towards cleanliness, will open for a door where I can sit down while my baby sleeps and put some ideas together.

Just right now I must hurry and prepare dinner...so much for changing, right? LOL !!